It had been a long summer and I had spent all of it very busy. first with camp, then with a job, and then at my cottage. I had neglected to see my boyfriend for the whole time. when I got home from my cottage I went up to my bed room and went to sleep. when I woke up, I started reading my book. I was sitting on my bed facing the window. Suddenly, someone jumped on me from behind. I screamed, but the truth of it was, I knew who it was. I didn't have to see his face, I knew it was my boyfriend joseph. I laughed as he tackled me so he had me pinned down on the bed facing up. He was lying on top of me.
"I've missed u so much." he said as he hugged me.

"I missed u too. how'd you get up here?"
"your mom let me in down stairs" he then kissed my cheek and then my mouth. Joseph and I had never been very serious. Our relationship mainly consisted of kissing. A little touching, but not much. Half of me wanted to go far with him, but another part of me was dead scared. I was filled with thoughts of 'what if I'm not good enough' or ' what if I can't give him what he wants'. As we kissed he touched my hair gently. he slid his tongue into my mouth. I started to feel something poking into my leg. it was pushing harder and harder... As we kissed, he shifted himself, now I could feel it pressing against my pussy. I got nervous and pulled away.

"not when my mom's here." I said.
"when she let me in she said she was stepping out. She asked me to tell u that she'd be out for the night." I started to sit up, but his hands were on my shoulders and tryed to push me back down. I insisted.

"Let's watch some TV or something" I said. He looked disappointed, but got up and we both leaned against some pillows. Joseph rapped his arm around me and I leaned on him. He turned on the TV with the remote. He started flicking through the channels. there didn't seem to be anything on. then he stopped at a soap opera in which a couple wer passionately having sex. I told him to flip it but just looked at me and laughed
"make me" I tried to grab the remote out of his hand but he kept taking it away. I leaned over him to grab it, and my elbow lightly hit his dick.
"ow" he said. when I saw what I did, I quickly stopped
"oh, geez, sorry." I put my hand on it as if too make it better. Then I realized what I had done and he looked at me. My hand froze as I had never been in this position before. Then, he leaned in and we started making out. The TV was turned off and quickly our tongues were in each other's mouths and he was lying ontop of me. I felt his dick again but we kept going. His hands started to wander and he was moving them up my shirt. He got to my bra and he wispered in my ear:
"can I?" I nodded yes and his hands slowly undid my bra. it slipped down and he moved his hands to touch my breasts. Joseph touched me so gently, you would have thought I was fragile. The way his fingers moved across my skin as if he was afraid break me. He touched my breasts and I felt his dick harder on my leg. I took off my shirt and he did the same. Our hands moved across each other slowly. Once again he shifted himself so that his dick was against my pussy. I slowly slid my hand downward. I sliped it into the front of his pants and he undid his fly. He held my hand breifly, then I continued to move it down into his boxers. I felt him and not knowing really what to do, I just rapped my hand around it gently. He started to breath unevenly. I took that as a good sign and moved my hand over it slowly and gently. I looked at him hoping for instructions. He said
"faster". I moved my hand faster and faster and his breathing spead up too. He was moaning a bit so I just kept going faster untill I felt it get extremely stiff and suddenly, my hand was covered in cum.

I couldn't believe I made him cum. He rolled over onto his back. I touched his forhead lightly. After a minute or 2 he was back up again. He sat up and right away he went for my fly. I guess he could sense that I was nervous, because he stopped and held my hand. He kissed my cheek and said
"only if you want me to" I nodded yes and I spread my legs. he continued.

Finally, I couldn't stand it either and I let his dick in but before he pushed in, he asked me
"are you sure? It's going to hurt."
"yah, I'm sure. I want the first time to be with you."
We moved over so that he was now on top. he smiled and held my waist. He slowly pushed in. Then suddenly, he pushed in hard to break the wall. I tryed to stay calm but I could feel definite tear leaking out of the corners of my eyes. He kept moving in and out.
"are you okay?" he asked. He looked hurt for me. I nodded. He moved slowly, his hand holding mine. After a while it didn't hurt so much and I smiled at him. He kissed my lips lightly and then started to go faster. now I started moving with him, his dick glided over my clit and with my other hand I was clutching the bed sheets. My tight pussy was not used to having something so large in it. When he did one long stroke over my clit, I sqeezed his hand and I said "I'm gonna cum" He moved fast over my clit and suddenly my legs shook and my pussy contracted around his dick. he then also started to moan. The both of us were shaking as we orgasmed. my hips bucked and he squeezed my hand. when we had finished, he just lay ontop of me and looked at me. He touched my hair and kissed me. "you okay?" "that was great." I reassured him. He smiled kissed me again, his tongue rubbing against mine. "I realy love you, u are amazing" he told me. Then our mouths locked again and he nibbled my tongue.